do you know how it feels to congratulate someone while your heart is bleeding inside?
the truth is, we really wanted it.
do you think we wanted the whole world to look down on us?
no one will ever understand what we feel,
cause you're not from band.
you'll never go through what we went through.
you'll never feel the same way as we do.
so will you stop it?
TANK's going to hci on the 3rd of may! i wanna go! but it's the 3rd of may!
and i got sws prac on the 2nd of may! o.O got the scores from christal today. god the fingering is murderous.
mien jun is improving! yay! probably the pro-est bassist in NYCB double bassists' history. even huiyan from string enzem said she was pro!
sws is having their concert on 8th july and NYCB's concert is somewhere there. AND the people from new zealand are here from 23 june to 15 july! AND IM SUPPOSED TO HOST THEM!
can someone please help me!?
im super screwed for bio and IH. like totally. AND I CANT SCREW BIO. ): im soooooo dead.
there's band tmr. there CSM on monday. and kexin qianwen and i are probably going to pon the whole csm thing. -.-
im dead tired.
emotionally.
physically.
mentally.
you dont know, do you?
